Chapter 2
I was driving home and thinking that I was scared. I was also very turned on. I decided not to fight this, continue on “autopilot” and see how my luck holds out. Donna has always been understanding and if she isn’t into something, she’ll let me know and then we can continue as always.
Donna was home when I got there. I went into the house, said hello, then went to my office. I was half eager to follow his instructions and half eager to jerk off. When I was in my office, I pulled out my dick and started to look for pictures. I stroked away looking at pictures of Susan Reno fucking black men. I loved how she at their assholes, how she took their cum everywhere, and how she seemed to love anal. Time had passed and while I left the door to my office open, which is a sign that it is ok for her to come in, she didn’t come by. I was hard and came on my desk. After taking a breath, I leaned over and licked my desk clean, then wiped my dick with my finger to get the last few drops, then pulled myself together and sat down to check email.
Dr. Mark had already sent me an email. He asked if I started to follow his instructions already. I quickly replied that I had and told him that she didn’t come into my office. He was at his keyboard because he replied right away and said not to worry. He instructed me to try it again in our main bathroom. To keep the door slightly open. When I cum I should cum on the floor, then lick it up. If that didn’t work, he wanted me to go into our bedroom and do it again while lying on the bed.
I stood up. Made sure that the pictures of Susan Reno were on both of my monitors. I went up to our main bathroom. It was by our den and by the kitchen. Donna was in the kitchen preparing dinner. I left door half open and I pulled down my pants and started to stroke. I didn’t down, I just stood there. I thought about Jinxypie, her bulls, and her husband and quickly I was cumming on the bathroom floor. I half laughed. Looked at the mess on the floor again. I thought I should pull up my pants, but that didn’t seem fitting. I got down to the floor and licked it all up. It was my second shot in short amount of time and there was still a bit of it. I then stood up, wiped my dick with my finger, licked them clean and pulled my pants up. Half relieved and half disappointed I was not caught.
My head was beginning to clear, but Dr. Mark had said if that didn’t work, then go to the bedroom. I replayed that in my head. Obviously, the point was to get caught. So, I went into the kitchen. Saw Donna standing at the counting cutting something up. I walked up behind her, ran my hands over her body, sniffed her hair and asked her how she was doing. She said, “Better now. Cooking away.” I was sufficiently inspired. I went into the bedroom. Took off my shoes, socks, pants, then decided to just get naked. I laid back on the bed and tried to jerk off.
I had just cum twice and wasn’t’ in my twenties any more. I was turned on for sure, but wasn’t getting hard. I thought about Donna in the kitchen, then for the first time I thought about Dr. Mark seeing her pictures, having her information. I was breathing heavy, but still soft. Then I heard Donna say, “You poor boy!”, She was standing right by me by the bed. She reached and grabbed my cock and start to stroke it. It was soft and small, but sensitive from all of the attention and in about 3 strokes I came, dribbling out cum. She kind of flopped my soft dick back and forth and she had cum on her fingers. While holding my soft dick, she said I seemed worked up and she was going to join me to have some in my office, but I wasn’t there, so she looked for me. She said she didn’t expect to see me all naked, but she saw what got me so worked up. She gently squeezed my balls, then played with my nipples. When she did, I took her hand and sucked my cum off her fingers, then the back of her hand. She stared at me a bit, massaged my balls, then scooped up some of my cum from my belly, and raised her hand, I greedily licked them clean. She did it a few more times until there was no more cum left. They she took my soft dick, and wiped the cum from the tip, like I did twice before today, and this time put her fingers into my mouth rather than letting me go to lick them.
She sat next to me and stroked by my body and said that I was a little perverted and she like that. She stoked me a bit,caressed me, then she said, “Well I can see this is no use to me. You had your fun, maybe later tonight I can get some fun.” She kissed me slowly and then said, “Lets have some dinner…” She left the room. I got dressed, but I felt like I was high. I was so turned on and in a stupor.
I went into the kitchen and Donna said, “Finishing up, can you set the table?” The house smelled wonderful. I set the table. Donna is an Irish chick, but she can cook. She made a spinach salad…ok, people don’t get crazy about spinach salads, but she uses this vinagrett dressing and puts in cheese and a few other things, it is quite good. She also made a lasagna, which is the best I’ve ever had.
We sat down to dinner and I poured a couple of glasses of cabernet. I was drinking my wine and looking at my wife, who looks a lot like Julianne Moore. I actually think she is cuter than Julianne Moore and a bit more fit. Beautiful red hair, great figure, buxom, fair skin, freckles, and blue eyes that make you smile and melt. At that point she asked me what I was thinking about and I honestly answered, “How beautiful my wife is and how lucky.” She just smiled, made a “pffft” sound, got up and refilled my wine glass and said, “Extremely lucky”
We had a great dinner. We had fun talking about everything from the neighbors to politics. We killed two bottles of cabernet and we were both enjoying the evening. Donna leaned over and kind of whispered to me, “I’m going to give you another chance to make your wife happy today. You do the clean up here, then come up stairs with a couple of Sambucas and see if you can do better.” In a very sexy way she half smiled and said, “I’m not sure if I’m the one who got you revved up or it was something on your computer screen. Was it that blonde?” She said referring to the pages of Susan Reno I left on my monitors…then she scooped up some tomato sauce on her fingers and slowly pushed her two fingers into my mouth so suck clean “…or something else you saw”. She then turned around and went to the bedroom.
My head was spinning again. Between the wine and my new addiction, whatever it was. I cleared the table, loaded the dish washer, washed the glasses and pans. I was just about to pour two snifters with Sambuca when I felt the desire to check my email. I rushed into my office and saw I did in fact have another email from Dr. Mark.
Dr. Mark was reply to me from before. He said, “Remember Mike, there are a few things going on. Above all you want to please, worship, and honor your wife. You know you’re a fag, you said so, and you’re inadequate. So, by ingesting all cum, you reinforce that you are a fag. By having her see you masturbate, she sees you being selfish, and you are. By making yourself not be able to sexual please her, you are just helping the process along. You’re saving her from a slow period of frustration, you’re helping bring it to a head. So, my instruction to you is that regardless of how many times you may have jerked off in a day, you are to masturbate right before any intimacy with your wife.”
All of the blood rushed out of my brain. I didn’t think of my incredibly sexy wife upstairs, I looked at the picture of Susan Reno eating the black guys’ ass and thought of humiliating myself. I thought of Dr. Mark’s words and I began to stroke myself . I came quickly, still soft, just a few drops on my hand and on the desk, which I licked up. I quickly went back and filled the glasses and went up to the bedroom.
With my useless dick, I was thinking “Fuck, fuck, fuck”, but I also knew this is what Dr. Mark instructed. Part of me thought, “What the fuck am I doing?”.
I entered the bedroom and it was half-lit. That is our normal lighting for sex. Donna was naked on the bed with her legs spread. She was obviously horny. I love her red bush and it was wet. I didn’t even get dressed, I dove right in and began eating her. She got very wet and after a bit she pulled me up and we kissed. She stripped me. When I was naked, she had me lay down and she went down on me. She sucked my soft cock, she licked my balls. When it wasn’t working to get me up, she rose up a bit kissed me some more and licked and bit my nipples. Nothing worked.
She grabbed my limp dick and shook it and said for me to get the dildo from the night table. I did, then got between her legs and ate her and began to use the dildo on her. I serviced her that way for a while and she came twice. After she came the second time, she sat on me so that her ass was at my mouth and I rimmed her for a long time while she purred. Then she rolled off and went to sleep. I put the sheet over her and picked up the dildo and without thinking I sucked it clean, then put it away in the draw, then went back to bed and fell asleep next to my wife.
The next morning Donna was up before me. I showered, got ready and went to my office to get some work done. I grabbed a coffee on the way. Donna had made a pot. Then sat down. The email was still up and the pictures of Susan Reno were still up.
I sent Dr. Mark an email describing everything. I sat back and drank my coffee feeling very content and lucky.